Don’t give up if this is something you enjoy. This is what I have found works for me. I know that I will never be as good as some of the work I have seen here. What I can do is be as good as I can be. Appreciate what you are able to do and keep trying new things. Sometimes it works and sometimes it doesn’t. So what? So many people would love to do the work that you do. If you keep at it, you will see a big difference.