Shirley I’m so saddened by your story. I to am a mother and it is my worst fear, and you have lived through it 3 times. I wish you so much love and like jchuck said I wish I could reach out and hug you.
Wishing you love, peace and blessings. May you find comfort and healing in their memories and how blessed you were to know and love them.
Hugs.
Teri, Ontario, Canada http://www.TeriLovesCake.ca